ah, damn

Well... My head feels kinda fuzzy today, there's so much going on. I just don't know. I don't want to be here in oregon, i want to be somewhere far away, for no reason in particular. I just want to be awol for a while, ya know? Don't get me wrong, I'm happy, happier than I've been in a really long time (2 years long time.) I just want my life to be moving in the direction I intend a lot quicker than it is. There's this girl... and she wants to move here, all the way from Mississippi. I'm in love with this girl. So in love. But I am scared out of my mind, and I don't know what to do. I don't want to fuck this up, because I want to be with her (potentially spend the rest of my life with her.) Honestly, what's a kid to do? Fuck, I don't know. Just keep walking I suppose.