Days like today
It's days like today that I really hate being me. Not just dislike being me, but truly, genuinely hate it. Like I wish I could detatch from the rest of the world and just be on the sidelines, instead of being in the thick of it all. I hate the way people treat me. Really, I honestly cannot stand it. It's like I'm not human or something, like I'm not worthy of being anything more than dirt, like I'm just something they can kick around and laugh at.
I really do hate being me today.
I hate to say that it's like the world is out to get me, but there are just times when that is really what it feels like, and I can't help it.
Don't get me wrong, parts of today were good, like lunch at Subway, and going to Sam's to play Halo for a few hours, but the rest was horrific. It's like something you'd see in a bad movie or something.
Sometimes I do wonder though, if these people who send their wrath in my direction, and treat me like shit, are so "Christian," where is their love. I am a Christian, I will openly profess that. Am I perfect? Hell no. But I do understand one thing. It is not my place to pass judgement on others. I am just as sinful as every other person out there, and I have nothing to stand on. I am supposed to love everyone, regardless of who they are, or what they do. That's what I, and everyone else is supposed to do. So, my question to the big void out there tonight, is: "what ever happened to the golden rule: Love others as yourself?"
And no, I'm not talking about any of the events in the past month, and this actually doesn't have to do with any of my friends. This has to do with a certain person who decided to stab me in the back, but I'm not really friends with this person. So, my challenge to every one of you who are reading this right now: work on loving people, regardless of who they are, or what they do, because yes, they do deserve it. Every human on this planet deserves love.
I really do hate being me today.
I hate to say that it's like the world is out to get me, but there are just times when that is really what it feels like, and I can't help it.
Don't get me wrong, parts of today were good, like lunch at Subway, and going to Sam's to play Halo for a few hours, but the rest was horrific. It's like something you'd see in a bad movie or something.
Sometimes I do wonder though, if these people who send their wrath in my direction, and treat me like shit, are so "Christian," where is their love. I am a Christian, I will openly profess that. Am I perfect? Hell no. But I do understand one thing. It is not my place to pass judgement on others. I am just as sinful as every other person out there, and I have nothing to stand on. I am supposed to love everyone, regardless of who they are, or what they do. That's what I, and everyone else is supposed to do. So, my question to the big void out there tonight, is: "what ever happened to the golden rule: Love others as yourself?"
And no, I'm not talking about any of the events in the past month, and this actually doesn't have to do with any of my friends. This has to do with a certain person who decided to stab me in the back, but I'm not really friends with this person. So, my challenge to every one of you who are reading this right now: work on loving people, regardless of who they are, or what they do, because yes, they do deserve it. Every human on this planet deserves love.
posted by Elk Hat at 10:32 PM
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