Don't even know

Went to see Our Town last night... one hell of a buzz kill of a play, I can tell you that much. It was good though. I liked it... just made me want to sit in a corner and cry. Oh, I wasn't invisible last night, she was. I made sure of it. Then, I came home and drank myself silly. That was also fun. I was going to drink by myself, but my roommate was home, so I wasn't alone. I want it to all go away now. I want this to stop... I don't know what to do...