More temper

Ok, so this would be day 2 running that my temper has been way more present than it has in the past. Random things have been pushing me over the edge lately, not to mention, there are still a lot of things that I don't understand about my ex. There. I said it. The word ex... meaning over. Seeing as how I have been pretending for the past couple of months that this person is not, in fact, my ex, but is still mine. Wow. What a mistake. Uh... my bad?

On another note, I was asked tonight if I had any New Year's Resolutions. No. I don't make New Year's Resolutions, because I think they are bogus. Making a goal just because you has to, knowing that you will probably never achieve it doesn't sound so much fun to me.

Today has been a bit stressful for me. Although, I did go shopping, which seemed to calm my nerves a bit, and had some mountain dew, things were still stressful. A teacher at my old middle school died today. She had M.S., so she's not suffering anymore, but it's still sad, nonetheless. Also, I found out that the mother of a friend of mine is involved with another man... while she is married. Not so cool. Oh well. Tomorrow is New Years... unfortunately, I don't get to drink my cares away.